Stuck on Step 5

I'm stuck on step five. I keep telling my self really great excuses, like "there's nobody around I can really trust," etc. and so forth.... but it's really a distortion. If I really wanted to do this I could figure it out.

The fact is that I'm scared #$%^-less! It would be great if me overcoming depression could be someone else or my circumstance's fault, ya know?

Oh well...better just bite my finger, close my eyes and get it over with!